Finding a Family

10DPO September 21, 2011

I’m here.  I’m here.   Just tired of thinking about getting knocked up 24/7 so I’m trying to focus on other stuff as much as I can.  It hasn’t been easy.    I stare in the mirror at my boobs a lot and wish that I’d taken better mental notes about what they looked like before so I could tell if there is a difference now.  I’ve been crampy as all get out and if I’m not pregnant, I want to know WTF is going on down there becuase there is no reason I should be that uncomfortable this early before AF, unless I am.  I also woke up this morning so soaked in sweat that I had to change the sheets and you could see the stains on my shirt. Of course  some one then pointed out to me that that was her first symptom when she was pregnant.  I honestly, never thought about sweating as an early pregnancy  symptom and never had them with the Sprite  but apprently it can be and, given the hormone changes, it makes sense. SO…..

I POAS this morning and it was negative.  Meh.  It’s still really early so I’m not taking myself out of the game just yet.  I’m not going to test again until Sunday if AF hasn’t arrived by then.  I’ve got a very regular 25 day cycle and that’s when I would expect her to rear her ugly face.    So, inquiring minds,  tune back in then if you’re waiting with bated breath like I am.